wondering...

I am an Artist and Full time Mother to two beautiful souls.  I live in the historic ancient Capital of England, Winchester, the home of Arthurs Round Table, St Catherines Hill and Labyrinth.

My Artistic interests lie in Mandalas, Tattoo Art, Blotter Art, Body Painting, Photography and Collage.

Please visit http://www.chaoticat.com/ for more info.

Spiritually I am open to all concepts, ideas and theories.  My family, follows a basic set of Pagan beliefs, but I myself am interested in, Buddhism, Hinduism, Dali Lama, Universal conciousness, White Eagle, Druidry, Witchcraft, and many others.  Everyday I learn something new, everyday the world opens up new possibilities, new inspirations.

At this time in my life, I am content.

Peace xx


I have always felt alien to this world.  Maybe thats just due to circumstance, but my life has always followed a very spiritual path.  During my early teens, I was obsessed with the afterlife, ghosts and the supernatural.  I would visit spiritual churches, and became friends with other psychics.  'Meddling' with Ouija boards and talking to spirits was quite normal for me.
At 13, I was given my first pack of Tarot Cards.  It is a relationship that has developed and enriched my life for over 15 years.  I studied Tarot Therapy in my early 20's, 2 years intensive work with the Tarot.  That was certainly a life changing experience.  During that time I met my Father for the first time, and the ripples kept coming until I left my unhappy marriage and moved my life forward.

I am a trained in Massage and Aromatherapy, and attuned to Reiki 2.  I spent my late teens and early twenties heavily into The Craft.  I worked solitary and as part of a Coven.  These activities took a change in direction after still feeling restricted by the rules in Witchcraft, and meeting certain souls that were to rock the boat somewhat.  I left The Craft behind for a couple of years, finding that I really needed to focus on 'real life'.

I have never felt comfortable returning to the restrictions and rules that Witchcraft dictate, finding it more suitable for me to follow my own paths, create my own worlds and follow what I believe to be true to liberty and freedom.

I have met, and am surrounded by some amazing souls.  I thank the universe for always providing me with what I need, even if it's not really what I want!, and I think that, now I've turned 30… the fun begins.

I am an artist.  I have studied art, and incorporated it as part of my life since I could hold a pencil.  I discovered the Mandala 10 years ago, and it's magic has never left me.  I continue to draw Mandala's, for many reasons, and they always please me.
I enjoy experimenting with art, collage, painting, photography and conceptual art, and trying to capture the spiritual.

My dreams are to be a Tattoo Artist and/or Art Therapist (I kinda see them as the same thing!), and to encourage everyone to find the power within creation.  I would love to introduce the Mandala to those who havent seen them, and try and flip the importance on the finished product, to the process that created it.